Surprise! I made an EP.
It's exhausting. The uncertainty, consistently elevated heart rate, feeling like you're drowning. The anxiety that's fully justified, but there's no fix for the root of the problem; it feels like it's never going to end. I'm a very anxious person. I have over a decade's worth of knots in my back and a catalog of … Continue reading The One About Fear
Oh look, it's almost 20 days into 2020 and I'm finally writing my first blog of the year! So much for regular blogging... Whatever. It's my website. I do what I want. In the beginning of 2019, I outlined 3 goals on here: 1) write more, 2) put out more music, and 3) be a … Continue reading 2020 Vision
I've never felt comfortable in my own skin. I've gotten various compliments over the years about how confident I seem at times; either people are blind or I'm good at faking. It's probably some kind of combination of the two. Over the past year or so, I have grown into myself a bit. I've stepped … Continue reading Skin
I was never a daddy's girl. For most of my childhood, I couldn't stand my dad; mostly because he was the parent who was in charge of punishments, and I was a little hellion. It felt like the only time I saw my dad was when he was yelling at me, while my brother actually … Continue reading A Stereotypical Father’s Day Blog
If I didn't live it, I'd look at the story of how my boyfriend and I got together and think, "Geez, that's a bunch of rom-com bullshit.
Who am I kidding? I still think that anyway.
Oh hey, I'm not actually dead! I definitely butchered the I'm-gonna-blog-every-week thing, though. Oops. This month has definitely been the busiest one of the year so far, so I'm trying not to get too mad at myself for slipping up on the blog. Miraculously, I've still managed to keep up with writing something every day, even if … Continue reading Life Updates or Excuses?
I'm tired. Tired of too much overtime and not enough rest. Tired of putting all of my energy into things that don't matter. I'm tired of being on my feet for 8-10 hours a day with only 5-6 hours of sleep and 500 calories for energy. I'm tired of blowing off my friends because I'm … Continue reading Tired
I've been writing since I learned how to form sentences. Technically, I've been keeping a journal since elementary school. However, the earliest complete volumes of my life date back to 2012. From March of 2012 to now, I've completely filled two books and 3/4 of a third book with the best times of my life. … Continue reading Journals and Journeys
It's common knowledge that guitar picks are the easiest thing to lose. You can start out with an entire pocket full, then suddenly they're all gone. Eventually some of them turn up, but it's almost guaranteed that there will always be at least one or two that will never be seen again. Unless you're me. … Continue reading Pick Theory